Wednesday, 30 August 2017

A month passed

Assalamualaikum and Salam Sejahtera..


Dear myself,,
Its okay.. Memories always gonna hit you at time  Its okay to cry,,  its okay to not be okay.. Tears doesn't hot mean you're weak.. It means you've been strong for too long.. Its okay to break down,, let it out,, don't keep it,, you'll feel better.. You have tons of friends out there,, loving you and hoping you'd be okay  
In Shaa Allah 

"...... Jangan Menangis sayangku
Ini Hanyalah sementara
Pada Yang esa
Terus Menahan sabar
Agar Bahagia di sana ......." 
- Sabar by Ismail Izzani - 

p/s : i miss you

Saturday, 26 August 2017

Need to

Assalamualaikum and Salam Sejahtera..

Really need to start saving money instead of spending all.. Need to  Disebabkan zira malas sangat nak keluar rumah  I start spending my money kat shopping online like lazada,, instagram and so on  And  bila dengar jee abang poslaju datang,, my mom will tells everybody.. “Barang Nur tu,, xde barang orang lain dah..” Hahahahahaha  Until now,, I thinks I almost spending my money around 600++   maybe for online stuff  Apa tau aku beli pun,, aku xau  Bila check apps “OH MY MONEY” how much I spending for this month.. Okay,, I kept telling myself..”STOP CUCI MATA”  hahhahaha.. I don’t why,, but seriously my money mengalir macam air kot , nak3 time cuti sem nie  I should start saving,, next sem nak pakai duit.. I should change my attitude.. Heeee.. Mohon azam nie berkekalan

p/s  : The best way to create the future is to create it 

Monday, 21 August 2017

Walk away from negative vibes

Assalamualaikum and Salam Sejahtera..

When the memories hit you.. That shit hurts  Seriously … Yes,, everyone says anything can be healed through time but man I miss you   I hope you’ll always be under god’s protection.. I hope the angels will continue to surround you and care of you.. I remembered when he’s say “Change yourself for yourself..” Yes,, that's totally right.. I’m exactly need to change myself for one..!! FOR MYSELF.. For my own happiness.  Because the key being happy is knowing YOU have the power to choose what to accept and what to let go..!!  Just remember you are strong and you’re going to get through and overcome whatever is you’re suffering from.. And I am physically,, mentally and emotionally ready to enter a new phase in my life.. I’m ready to grow and get better.. No the matter how dark it gets, the sun will rise again.. Just keep moving because speed doesn’t matter.. Forward is forward  Allah Wished  

p/s : Please keep being strong, whatever you are going through will be worth it in the end. Good things will come and you’ll be okay 

Wednesday, 16 August 2017

Positive thoughts turn into positive things

Assalamualaikum and Salam Sejahtera..


Result Final Exam is todayyyy..!!  Seriously nak cakap xrase nervous memang menipu diri sendiri laa jawabnya.. I’m keep bangun,, tidur,, bangun,, tidur jee malam sebelum result because result is going sent through emel.. Sebab kalau nak tunggu check dekat website istudent tu,, kul9pagi baru leh check.. Urmmmmm.. LAMBAT..!!!   So,, I keep checking my emel and I have butterflies in my stomach  Nervous sangat maybe  But,, malam tu zira tidur awal kot.. But then zira bangun balik around 12 o’clock in morning maybe  Okay,, still xde apa2.. Xde emel yang masuk yet.. So,, I continue balik my sleep (Boleh plak macam nie >,<)  Open wasap,, okay one of my friend sent me a chat asking me about the result.. HAHAHAHAHA I’m just reply, “Xde emel lagi masuk” then continue tidur..  Lam kul3pg,, check wasap dulu first then I saw story whatsapp,, DAH ADA PERSON YANG DAH JAWAB SALAM SimS…!!!!!!  I kept telling myself,, “calm down”  Bismillah.. Okay,, salam SimS dah masuk.. But,, my result is bit disappointed because zira letak target yang tinggi TT..  But,, ALHAMDULILLAH SEMUA LULUS.. Then my mom asking me pagi tu,, “NUR dapat berapa..??”  Then I’m telling my result.. Yes..!! Nampak laa my mom macam a bit disappointed maybe.. I really want to impress my mom.. But,, I cannt  I’m just calm down and think,, everything takes some time for good things to happen and so never give up..!! My luck is not for this sem maybe.. Okay,, clear my mind 

Just my sister kept telling me this,, “Don’t worry.. Okay dah result tu.. Usaha lebih sikit untuk sem depan..” Yay,, thanks sister.. I’m really ur support because I’m deserve happiness like others because here is no elevator to success,, you have to take the stairs,, right..?? In this world,, nothing comes easy,, you’ve gotta work hard to earn the prize.. Please never stop dreaming big..!!! 

p/s : There is always something beautiful to forward to in life.. Be proud of your accomplishments,, no matter how small.. Some things take time.. Just be patient with yourself..